I may look like I am strong, I am not

It may look like I am tough, I am not

I may look pissed off or upset, I probably am

after looking at me you may not want to approach me, you probably don't

you may since a hint of pain in my eyes, it's real

you don't see me at school anymore, 'cause I don't go

you don't see me around anymore, cause I don't come out to chill

you say I don't look so well, it's because I'm ill

you say I've changed, well I have

you say you don't like me anymore, I don't like myself either

you say that I'm weird now, I am and always was

you say you don't like my music, I don't like yours either

you say I'm not fun anymore, I'm not and I don't have fun

you complain that I'm distant, yet when I try to get closer you push me away

you pretend to care, I know you really don't

I try not to stare, but you don't notice

I try to care about myself, but it isn't possible

I try to get better, It doesn't work

I try to write, but it comes out all shitty like